Circle of Response
is an evolving land installation connecting residents of Atlanta to a culturally and ecologically rich landscape in the Browns Mill Park neighborhood. The Circle of Response began in May 2022 as a land investigation within a defined circle based on Rickles bodily dimensions. The land where the Circle of Response sits represents many of the ecological and cultural stressors that Atlanta community members face today in response to rapid development. It is surrounded by a multitude of newly constructed and under construction developments, and sits north of a monoculture of turfgrass dominating the land of a historic golf course. Within the plot of land the Circle of Response sits, long-term tenants work collectively to run an urban farm, and an artist-run gallery on land they do not legally own. Their efforts to produce for community while caring for the land constitutes a case study for living in a world that feels constantly more and more inaccessible. The site’s unique location and activity make its existence of incredible ecological and cultural value to the area while simultaneously being and at risk of disappearing.
Special thank you to Hi-Lo, Danielle, William, Anna, and Collin who all supported this project with their knowledge and/or extension cords.
may 6, 2022
exercise 1: define circle of response
CIRCLE OF RESPONSE
this spring / summer i will be doing a open ended land investigation @hilopress
circle of response, which is a plot of land defined by a diameter equaling my height, will change throughout the summer. its changes will align with @hilopress events.
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exercise 2: careful acts
sounds: golfers talking, airplane, tree limbs in wind
feeling: windy breeze, itchy burn sensation on leg from fire ants, mosquitos, wet ground
plants: porcelain berry, pink sorrel, privet, winter creeper euonymus, ground ivy
every mark informs the next
over time water carves into dirt
nature is a response
it doesn’t know built form from the other
rain falls on roof tops
like it does on mountains
disconnected creeks form below rooflines
as natural beings we construct in response, too
a river bends
with parallel streets and
power line easements surrounding it
you have to start somewhere
once you begin there is no undoing
we are of this earthly system
may 15, 2022
exercise 3: digging a hole
I had a conversation with Isia yesterday that left me feeling a heavier weight about the project. Isia and Chris started a Crack in the Sidewalk Farmlet in 2008. She let me know she supports my project, but initially felt upset about my investigation. This way she felt, initial distrust, resonated with me. That discomfort, the one felt when the places to which we have a deep attachment to change beyond our control, is exactly what drives my work. Why are we attached to place? When does it become a part of our identity? How do we share a place? What is the line of trust?
So what was I doing there? My personal experiment being the destructive force. Getting to know the ground with a permeable aim. I felt like the developer clear-cutting the land. Why was I interested in creating a void? was i being careful as i had set out to be?
I felt it was important to start here, in the soil for reasons i cannot explain. I wanted to put my hands in the dirt. I wanted to see its texture and shades of brown. I wanted to know what would happen if I dug. I wanted to feel tired from the ground's resistance to my shovel.
In retrospect I think it was more important for me to feel the guilt and to sit with it, acting out the process of landscape change at the human hand. While digging I let the bugs bite me. I felt like I should be punished and offer myself in some way for disturbing the home of the fire ants. Electric shocks were felt up my legs. I sweat through my clothes. I dug nearly 6 inches into the ground, around tree roots, and past the topsoil until the soil became denser. I dug until it became clear to me that I did not have a plan beyond touching the ground, seeing it, and hopefully one day giving back to it. After I realized this I poured the soil, which I had been collecting in my wheelbarrow, back into the bounds of the Circle of Response.
Recently after an artist talk where I shared my hesitations about my land practices, a woman came up to me and told me that guilt can be good. By guilt can be good she gave me permission to explore the guilt i feel surrounding my imperfect actions. while i do not believe she meant feeling guilt erases the action, i do believe she implied that there is value in following the guilt to see where it goes.
sky above the circle of response
Feeling and accepting guilt (talks with Isia and Chris)
There is no life without death
Death of one living thing
Gives life to another
Tomatoes, radishes, lettuces
Guilt comes from a lack of understanding
A lack of connection
Someone has to get their hands dirty,
Make the tough calls
Kill the struggling snake
Connection to land is not about preservationIts about responding to what
The land presents
Treat the land how you’d like to be treated
When it gives you conflict
Act with care
To be a steward of the land
Is to educate yourself
To observe the land’s power and to accept
The lack of your own in comparison